In my mind’s eye I saw next summer. It was beautiful and I met the most wonderful man of God and we showed children the love of Christ and we went to Zambia on a mission trip and met small children we promised to make ours. Yes, in my mind’s eye things were beautiful and things were right and were in accordance to the will of God. But the beauty of the will of God is that it’s...
maikidy: Jillian Edwards | Try
It’s useless to be this way. How pitiful I feel when I get these sick feelings can never be explained. But it happens, my sadness swells in waves and crashes down clouding my vision with bright spots of light, memories, words crawling and etching into my skin, familiar sounds are deafening and terrible. I will never adapt to the change. I will never adapt to the change. What was should...
weddingjoy: Gene + Jill // Two Pease in a Pod (by capture studios)
I ran to find the answer. The wind licked my heels, and made my unkempt hair a tornado of curls in my eyes. I was looking for the answer. And then it hit me about 50 yards away, clear as day, in white letters, ‘STOP’. I kept running towards it. I knew this was the answer I’d been searching for but something made me lurch to a stop; my sneakers were suddenly glued to the ground. I...
excerpts from disasterology
I remember wishing I could be boiled like water and made pure again. Desire so real it could be outlined in chalk. Each morning I look in the mirror and say promise me something don’t do the things I’ve done.
Things will never be the same.